From The Eyes of An Observer

***This entry is a follow up the previous post (Me: Need A Helping Hand? She: NO!)***

The incident the other day was a massive blow to me. It was a test of faith for me as my principle of life was shattered by a few words as a result of an act of random kindness. As a result, I can’t get over of the incident and can’t let it lay it to rest. My brain was spinning to understand the logic of it.

I only managed to doze off at 3.30 a.m. on the night of the incident. However, I was constantly awaken up from my slumber. Not a good sleep at all. Rather than continue to roll on the bed once my alarm rang, I just pick myself up from the bed and head for a shower before going off to work. Oh yeah. It is a day that I have to down two bottles of Coke to let me stay awake.

But through this troubling time, I’m glad that I have friends who are willing to lend me their ears to hear me out. During in times of trouble, only family and TRUE friends would  They agreed with me that it was a totally uncalled comment. For someone who exhibits logic, that was the first moment I found her to be illogical.

As my friends said: perhaps there was an incident in the past that motivates her to say such a thing. Whatever it is, I believe it is hard for me to be able to understand the situation as she is a tight lipped person. But for right now, I think I will just let it be. Let time repairs the image and standing that I have for her. Let time heals the scar that I have.