For these past few months, I have been having odd dreams. Dreams that I know that it will never happen and of which because of that I’m very glad of it.
These constant dreams that I had about my ex-girlfriend took me by surprise. I woke up feeling surprised though I can shook it off. Another dream about her yesterday prompted me to ask myself this: why am I dreaming about her? I hardly ponder or think about her anyway. It’s been years since I’ve learned to let go. And I knew that I made the right decision to do so. In fact, I’m pleased that it ended. The relationship does not seem to worked out and the best way is just to part ways. For both our sake. I’m not the one she wants and her attitude to mould me into someone perfect only causes stress in our relationship. In the end, we just had to quit. For the sake of our mental health.
I tried to probe into the reason why I dreamt about her but I never did give full concentration on the matter. It’s just because anything to do about her does not matter to me anymore. I’m happy with where I am now and I am pleased with the decision made and the separate route has taken us. And I believe that she is proud of the decision she made too as she is a married woman blessed with one son and another baby on the way. (You just got to admire the power of social networking sites. Hahaha!)
Anyway, I’m fine about it and I just don’t care about it. She is out of my picture. I could hardly say that we are even friends. Prompted by her action to delete me from her MSN list (which I’ve learned to forgive). I have my own concerns now. And this post is not to be taken as I’m still reminiscing the past. But because this blog of mine hasn’t been updated for quite some time AND (the main reason) I’m backup-ing my files which will take me another five more minutes. :p Enjoy your Monday, everyone!
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